Laying on my bed, eyes closed, soaking up the crisp sounds vinyl produces.
Finally… FINALLY got back in the mountains.
I'm just a tad bit sick health wise, but terribly sick emotionally, so I decided to finally burn the sage
stick one of my good friends gave me for christmas to help myself heal. My room smells like a dream.
My mom thought I was smoking weed in my room, she said it smelled like it. I guess I love the smell
of weed then. Cause this is heavenly. Sorry mum.
After about a year and a half, I finally got back on the rock wall. It was pretty
discouraging, not gonna lie. I've lost almost all my strength and skill that I used
to have and it broke my heart barely even being able to complete a V1.
Spending the majority of my time in bed, meditating, watching childhood movies/netflix,
browsing tumblr, music hunting, and watching beautiful vimeos.
Alice in wonderland, oh how I LOVE you.
Found my constellation globe and spent so many hours looking around my
room that the bulb burned out… pretty much heart broken.
Went to my last big high school rivalry basketball game against MV, probably one of the most
intense games I've ever been to.
We lost by 1 point.
I drank a huge A bottle of fancy italian lemonade by myself, and for some reason
I'm extremely proud of myself for it.
I feel like my life revolves around this thing now. My trusty humidifier. Ever since
I was little, I get really bad nose bleeds. Like every single day. I finally went
to the doctor and they cauterized both my nostrils (burned the inside of my nostrils
with chemicals to seal the areas that were bleeding) It hurt SO bad and it didn't
even stop my nose bleeds. All it did was make my nose raw and hurt for about
a week. So I decided to get a heavy duty humidifier in my room, and it's working
wonders. I haven't had a nose bleed since. Why didn't I do this earlier!?
LIFE ROX.
